One year

It is amazing what can happen in a year. New job, miscarriage, lots of tears, and even more laughs...in the end, all memories... We celebrated our first anniversary on the 28th. Where did the last 365 days go? It seems like the wedding was just yesterday. No one ever tells you how hard the first year of marriage is. It is something you have to find out on your own. I wouldn't trade this past year for anything. K and I have grown so much as individuals and as a couple.
K celebrated his 30th birthday on the 25th. We had a birthday bbq at our house. It was fun. We broke out the Guitar Hero, and that really got the party going. Everyone was gone by 9. Are we getting old or what...
Here is to the next year (and the years after that)... Hopefully, it will be just as memorable as the first.

Escape...

Ever wish you could escape...
Escape from your life, your job, your problems...
I am not in a good place in my life right now and I wish I could escape. I have had moments like this before in my life, but none as bad as what I am going through right now. I wish my life was easier. I wish I didn't have the medical issues I have or the financial ones. I try everyday to focus on the positive, but I hurt so badly that I can't help by focus on the negative. I want my life to be good and happy. I want to feel better. I want to not have to worry so much. I am just tired of being tired. Tomorrow is a new day and a clean slate. I hope tomorrow will be better than today.